Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in PoohsTPMassacre's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
Tuesday March 14th	Blurry Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far [Chorus] Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway [Chorus] This pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Puddle of Mudd- Blurry
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Sunday, March 12th, 2006
Sunday March 12th	I'm tired of the nagging, the questions, and having to know every single solitary thing. Ugh all I can do is walk away geez Don't Fuckin Bother....Just Give Me A Little Space Sometimes Current Mood: Annoyed God Damn! Current Music: Theory Of A Deadman- No Way Out
2 \ No I don't have a gun
Friday, March 10th, 2006
Friday March 10th	I still get lost in your eyes And it seems like I can't live a day without you **So why are we like this right now, why are we on the verge of losing each other, why you know I love you, I just want to talk to you** I MISS THE HELL OUTTA YOU! Current Mood: Gloomy and Sad Current Music: A Perfect Circle-Judith
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
Wednesday March 8th	LONG WEEKEND FOR POOH BEAR! I got suspended for three days for calling the substitute teacher in gym class a "mother fucker". I've never been kicked out but it feels kinda good! hehe So while all of you are at school having a GREAT TIME I will be at home SLEEPING! YES! BYE... I LOVE NICOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<THAT MEANS ALOT! Current Mood: Crazy motha fo Current Music: A Perfect Circle- 3 Libras
3 \ No I don't have a gun
Saturday, March 4th, 2006
Saturday March 4th	A recent study shows that 92% of all teenagers moved on to emo etc. put this in your profile if you're one of the 8% who stayed gangsta as shit.  I found that hillarous as hell and as you look around at  school the store the MALL Resturant etc. Its so god damn true! I hate EMO! In other news football yeah get some!!! Oh yeah and I Love You Nicole Fritz happy 10 months! Current Mood: Hyper, Football GET SOME! Current Music: Slipknot- Wait and Bleed
6 \ No I don't have a gun
Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
Wednesday March 1st	**Saturday Flag Football yeah GET SOME! Oh and if you want to be on me and marios team for the league leave a comment cause I got the Roster. Its 50 bucks per person for 10 people because the team is 500 bucks so leave some if ya want on cause we gonna run this shit!*** I'm gonna be here for you baby, I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I want to sleep with you forever, and I want to die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm.. 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I catch my breath it's you I breathe And the skin you call your home Holds a heart that quits and knees that buckle in And lungs that can't breathe when they're alone Current Mood: Exhausted!!! Rah Rah Rah! Current Music: Rob Zombie's New Shit!
2 \ No I don't have a gun
Sunday, February 26th, 2006
Sunday February 26th	I hate being lied to. Someone not telling me things they did. And going behind my back. It really really pisses me off. Let's say I'm feeling better Let's say I'm feeling fine Let's say I gave you all I had And now I'm out of time And my best wasn't good enough And now there's time to wonder Now there's time to heal Time to let it all come down But I don't know what I feel But it aches and it hurts and it burns Oh it kills me.. Current Mood: Pissed The Fuck OFF Current Music: ESPN Sports Center
3 \ No I don't have a gun
Saturday, February 25th, 2006
Saturday February 25th	Yo whats up I am at marios. Okay I'm out peace bitches! OH yeah I am really pissed I heard what happened last night!!! Current Mood: pissed the fuck off Current Music: Beebs and Poohbear's Debut Rap Album
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
Sunday February 19th	EVERYONE take this thing I am bored I wanna know what ya'll really think, SO EVERYONE TAKE IT! Am I... 1. Quiet or Loud? 2. Short or Tall? 3. Weird or Original? 4. Nice or Mean? 5. Generous or Selfish? 6. Normal or "Special"? 7. Smart or Stupid? 8. Boring or Fun? 9. Attractive or Unattractive? Do you think I'm... 1. A psycho? 2. Athletic? 3. A nerd? 4. Ghetto? 5. Two-faced? 6. Obnoxious? 7. Immature? Random Questions... 1. What do you think I'll be when I grow up? 2. Do you think I'll get married? 3. Who is my best friend? 4. What song reminds you of me? 5. Do I remind you of any characters on TV? 6. If you could rename me.. what would my name be? 7. Have you ever had a dream about me? 8. If you could give me anything...what would it be? 9. If you could promise me anything...what would it be? Personal... 1. Am I ugly, average, good looking, or hot? 2. Would you ever kiss me? 3. Would you ever consider being my friend? 4. Do you ever think about me? 5. If we spent a day together where would we go and what would we do? 6. If you could describe me in one word, what would that word be? 7. Do you or have you ever liked me? Current Mood: Sick, Yuck! Current Music: Fuel- Bad Day
5 \ No I don't have a gun
Monday, February 13th, 2006
Monday February 13th	Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Something's raped and taken from me... from me. Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes it's my life I can't taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Korn- Freak On A Leash
2 \ No I don't have a gun
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
Wednesday February 1st	This time it's like The two of us should probably start to fight Cause something's gotta go wrong Cause I'm feeling way too damn good My dream is to go to sleep with you next to me Wake up early and watch you sleep And when you wake, I'm the first thing you see, touch, feel, talk to, and love. I just wanna say Good Morning Beautiful. My perfect night is you there next to me so I no longer dream about it, I'd have it. Current Mood: Bored! ALONE..... Current Music: Nickelback- Feelin Way Too Damn Good
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Monday, January 30th, 2006
Monday January 30th	Hi. I'm Chance. I have a girlfriend and her name is Nicole. We've been together what 9 months now. I ride dirt bikes professionally and I like football basketball and hockey too. I like to hangout with friends. I love music. At times I admit I can be a huge asshole. But most of the time its to defend my wonderful girl. I get jealous very easily and I hate guys who flirt with MY girl. I love pizza and movies. I love Taco Bell and McDonalds. I play video games at times and chill with the Big Guys. Highschool in my opinion is overrated and so is society. Everything about you is never enough for anyone. I'd like everyone to know who I am. So there it is. Oh and one more thing. I care about Nicole more than anyone else in this entire world. I would die for her and take pain for her any day. I tell her everything and trust her with my life. Shes become my best friend. To me thats what love is finding someone who can except your life, dreams, accomplishments, defeats, pain, love and so on. I think I've found my acceptance. So I think I can say I Love Nicole Fritz. But you may have your opinions too. So if you want leave them and I will let you know how I feel too. There now you know me now you can judge me. Chance* Current Mood: Frustrated Current Music: Nickelback- Far Away
2 \ No I don't have a gun
Sunday, January 29th, 2006
Sunday January 29th	You're heading into a completely new direction And I am having trouble making the adaptation If you do not feel the same about me anymore tell me don't hold on to something you don't actually love anymore.... Current Mood: Depressed Big Time! Current Music: Slipknot- Wait and Bleed
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Saturday, January 28th, 2006
Saturday January 28th	Shes gone, then shes here. I'm just so confused. Don't know what I am feeling. What has went wrong in my head. Attraction is deadly. ugh. CONFUSED! Current Mood: confused, lost.... Current Music: Slipknot- Vermillion Part 2
2 \ No I don't have a gun
Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
Tuesday January 24th	So this is the rest of my week. Wednesday- Nothing so far. Thursday- One of the most important doctors appointments of my life. Gotta see whats going on and why. Docs gonna give me the news. Friday- Nothing yet. Saturday- Don't know because Nicole won't be home this weekend. So prolly bowling with the guys. Sunday- Nothing again. So plan around me...NOW! yeah so have you ever felt like the one person in the entire world you'd do anything for and care about the most, thier parents hate you and don't want you with thier kid. Like you have to be this great person thats good at everything to make them like you. ugh... Chance* Say you couldn't sleep last night Swore that you could feel me breathe Had you wantin' me there by your side Yeah, baby I know what you mean One more huge thing....Nicole I Love You! Current Mood: Rejected....in Pain like usual Current Music: Billy Currington- I've Got Feelin'
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Monday, January 23rd, 2006
Monday January 23rd	She makes me smile. Shes definetly the best thing thats ever happened to me. Shes wonderful. She makes me laugh. She loves me back. Shes the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Shes the girl that belongs to me. I Love You Nicole! Tonight had its ups then really really down, then it all came together and went way up, touching heaven up...cause your my angel. GOSH I'm so HAPPY RIGHT NOW! Chance Sometimes all it takes to please her Is the touch of your hand Current Mood: Loved, HAPPY! Current Music: Billy Currington- Must Be Doin Something Right
1 \ No I don't have a gun
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
Sunday January 22nd	Last night sucked. It wasn't even worth the $125 I made. The bike I rode wasn't running right all night. Several different problems with something on it. Like my third heat race I got in a crash and really fucked up my arm. Like broken or cracked bone or something they said. Then the fucking rules were all fucked up last night and they kept changing them with every heat race. It was ridiculous. It seems like everytime I finally started doin decent something would fuck up or I would get screwed. We finally got the thing running right in the B main but again they fucked up the rules. I got second in it from the back row but that doesn't put you to the main event, 1st does so i go home with pretty much nothing but a fucked up arm, my ankle is acting up again after I taped it up, and really pissed off and stressed out. FUCK ICE RACING. FUCK RACING! EERRRR! Bye Current Mood: Pissed the fuck off and hurt Current Music: Fuel- Bad Day
3 \ No I don't have a gun
Friday, January 20th, 2006
Friday January 20th	Raceday tomorrow! Indoor Ice Race Flint IMA! Making Money. Spending it Sunday at the Mall! I am most defiently prolly gonna wipe out tomorrow! Anyway I gotta get some sleep! Rest up. Nervous...ahhh. Gonna die man. Bed by. I'll own. C-Ya Chance..< You can't tell me it all ends in a slow ride in a hearst.... Current Mood: NERVOUS!! Current Music: Brooks N Dunn- Believe
4 \ No I don't have a gun
Thursday, January 19th, 2006
Thursday January 19th	--Guy confessions-- [yes] I have watched porn. [no] I have played/cheated on a girl. [yes] I've slept naked. [yes] I play video games. [yes] I wear boxers to bed. [no] I've thrown rocks at a girls window. [yes] I've drank because I felt like it. [yes] I still beat my buddies up. [oh they do] Of course they never beat me up. [i really want one!] I drive a truck. [all the time] My friends and I make fun of each other. [nope] I drive some type of car. [not yet] I have a job. [not til summer] I have more than one job. [YES] I currently have a girlfriend. [Of Course she is] My girlfriend is better than yours. [yes] I think about girls/{my girl} ALOT. [yes] Girls are complicated, to the tenth degree. [sometimes I used to be big time] I'm cocky. [yeah i always do] I've forgotten to return a phone call to a girl. [yes most of the time, at thats what she tells me] Not all guys are the same, I'm one of the different ones. [Yes defenitly] I'd do anything for my girl. [no way, I'm not a pussy] I tend to be shy around girls. [Yeah alot I do] I act like an ass on purpose. [YES] I've been flashed before. [some of it...] I've seen the Rocky Horror picture show. [i have before] I play hard to get. [No but that would be awesome, great movie too a classic] I aspire to one day become like the guys in Old School. [yes] I've honked at a girl going down the road. [yes] I've hit on a girl in public. [yes] I've gotten wood in class. [Yes] I've asked a hot girl for her number that I just met. [yes] I've acted like a man slut. [no] Angelina Jolie is hot. [maybe] Pamela Anderson is hotter. [Yes of course I am a guy] Sports over-rule everything else. [Hell yeah I DO] I like rock music. [not as much as I used to, actually prolly not at all] I like rap music. [YES] I've been suspended. [yes] I've gotten detention. [so I've heard but I've proved alot of people wrong I'm only a 9 1/2 figure out witch one haha] The whole if a guy has big feet thing is true. [yes] Cheerleaders are hot. [no] I have a tattoo. [lol yes] I wear/worn my girlfriends clothes. [nope not at all, thats no way to treat the ladies, especially if you actually want to keep one and have one forever one day!] I would tell a girl I love her to get her in bed Pooh Bear OWNS THEE END! Current Mood: Cheerful! LOVING HER! Current Music: Billy Currington- Must Be Doin Something Right
4 \ No I don't have a gun
Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
Wednesday January 18th	Okay I don't like Nirvana that much I think they are over rated but they are pretty good. A few songs but I couldn't find anymore layouts that were decent. And I don't know how to make one from scratch so I got this one. Todd would like fall in love with it. Plus its a pretty sweet pic of the band on thier drugs haha. Yeah. Anyway. Whos the Worst boyfriend in the world. Chance is. I ditched Nicole today. And I feel like shit and I missed her all day. This will never ever happen again. BUT out of it her and Laura got to hangout and have fun for once instead of me taking up all her time. BUT still I officially bacame the worst boyfriend ever! C-YA! Chance! A simple Pop-Tart. Any flavor doesn't matter. Nicole likes the outter edge I guess the crust you could say. I hate that part. I like the inside and the filling and frosting. But like a pop-tart. She protects me from the bad like the crust protects the filling. She frosts my love and surrounds it with her love. She protects me and keeps our love safe. Shes my Pop-Tart crust! And I LOVE IT! Current Mood: Disappointed in myself Current Music: AC/DC-Big Balls
2 \ No I don't have a gun